Started late today...sadly. The good news: I was right about my peak day. The bad news: we did everything by the book, so what are we doing wrong? This was a 33 day cycle with 14 days post-peak. The most normal cycle I've ever had! Again, good news...but then why do I feel so bad? Perhaps it's because I figured out the other day that given today is CD1 (and it is), and if my next cycle is the same as this last one, then I will peak in Jerusalem. That could have been amazing if my husband was with me! Could you imagine? Conceiving in the Holy Land? Wow. But unless I become the Blessed Virgin Mary and am visited by an Angel - there will be no miracle for me in July.
I know God has a plan for us. I am supposed to go to Israel, walk the land that God walked, and experience this trip with this intention in my heart. The prayer I must embrace: "I am the handmaid of the Lord. Let it be done to me according to your word."
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