I'm taking her advice.

Ok, I get it...I'm not pregnant! I didn't think that I was. I wish I was, but I'm not. Thank you nurse #2 for calling today to tell me that I am not pregnant. By the way, you are 3 days slower than nurse #1. And it's a good thing that I didn't think I was pregnant in the first place, because if I did think I was, then being told twice would have put me into some tailspin for sure!

So today is CD48. I have not gotten the test results from my thyroid profile yet...I'm looking forward to that (please don't be dead, please don't be dead)! On another note; Omaha said that if I don't get to CD1 by Monday that they might force it with progesterone. More pills - just what I was hoping for! Given my mood went from completely fine to I'M GOING TO KILL SOMEONE in a matter of minutes the other day, I'm guessing I'll get a visit from AF sometime soon. But it was nice for my FIL to mention how "upset" I was when he came to take my car for an oil change that morning. I did not hold back with my response: "I was hormonal." It makes me laugh now, but I could just imagine what I looked like when he let himself into my house in the middle of my "nothing fits" and "the dog won't pee" fit of rage I was in! Oh, good times, good times!

It's a good thing those moments of temporary insanity don't last long. I don't think my dog could take it anymore if I kept crying for no reason. You know, I never really had these hormonal problems until the OWR. But I didn't ovulate either. You take the good with the bad, but there was something to be said with PCOD...rare bleeding, no mood swings...there is a part of me that feels like this "cycle thing" is completely new to me! Wow, women do this every month? Well some women do...just not me still. I am CD48, which by the way is a record since the surgery in January.
But I'm not worried yet. Nope, not me...not worried at all! I'm trying to take some of that "just relax" advice I received the other day by a newly pregnant person at the doctors office on Monday. Good advice since I'm not pregnant. Yep, I'm relaxing...