That is what it feels like since I haven't been on the computer but a minute here or there over the past several weeks. I'm not complaining....I kind of like it. Don't tell my husband though. I just asked him to but a new battery for my laptop. It died two weeks ago, so the window to my online blog soul has been caput. I am happy to report that my IRL soul is does not reflect the same broken-ness...today.
The m/c update: I am better, hormonally stable, that is (I can see my husband chuckling as he reads that!). I'm not crying every day or every other day anymore, even though I think about Catherine Grace several times daily. I'm not counting days, I'm not telling myself what "week" I would have been if I didn't m/c. What I am doing is waiting for CD1. And wondering if all the stabbing, sharp pains I'm occasionally feeling is a return of the alien-endo growing in my womb again. Fortunately, I don't feel it that often, so I purposely forget about it until I feel it again. I'll think about that more later in the future. Like sometime after CD1 - if it ever comes.
I'm sure it will arrive soon, like this weekend while I am Marching For Life in D.C.. I'm going with a group from church, my first pro-life march ever. But with that comes the pressure to pack everything into a carry on suitcase. I'm a horrible packer! My current meaningless distraction: What kind of shoes should I take for the march? Someone said to me, "There was a time when the street was real slushy. Take old-lady boots." All my boots have heels. I'd have to go buy some old-lady boots! Hoo-hum, right. Distraction is a good thing.


So cool that you're going to the March! I've never been either but hope to someday. That's a perfect distraction! I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better. As time marches on it will hopefully get better, with the memory of your sweet little one always staying with you in your heart.
ReplyDeleteThat is awesome about the March...I hope the weather is good for you.
ReplyDeleteI wonder all the time about endo returning...I hate it,,,just hate it. I often wonder if my dh and I should talk about getting that checked out again...and of course..face another surgery.
I guess I'm thankful being a new teacher is a good distraction.
REALLY??? You are going to the March!?!? I am 95% sure we will be there too! I would love love love to meet you!!! Do you still have my email?? We need to swap phone numbers.
ReplyDeleteHow cool that you're going to the march!!!
ReplyDeleteI continue to pray for you!!!
Very excited for you going to the march! I havn't been able to go in the past 6 years or so.. I 'm hoping to get there next year. Kohls has some great boots for walking around in the snow and slush.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you're feeling better. I can't wait to hear all about the March!!!
ReplyDeleteI went to the March all 4 years in college! Our ENTIRE student body, faculty and staff went on buses paid for by the school. It was awesome!!
ReplyDeleteBoots, hats, gloves and a warm jacket!!
How wonderful you get to attend the March this year!
ReplyDeleteHope you find some cool "granny" boots! Do those exist???
Continued prayers for you. Hang in there!
I'll be at the march too! And literally - I get CD1 EVERY year on the day of the March. How ironic.
ReplyDeleteShoes - I usually wear gym shoes. But if we get the snow we're supposed to over the weekend, I might have to go all moon boots on everyone. Wait - I don't own moon boots. But you get my drift! :) Have fun!!! You'll LOVE it!
Oh, wow, have a wonderful time at the March! You are blessed to go!!! And, I am praying for you always!
ReplyDeleteWill you say a prayer for me at the March? Oh, how I need some hope right now and to be with all those people marching for life - that seems so very hope filled and joyful! Have a great time, I look forward to hearing about it! I am so glad your hormones are starting to even out.
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